As I put away the last dish, I have a smile on
my face thinking about the bed that beckons. As I wash my hands and look down
on my palms, that smile fades. They are a dry crinkly pair.
2020 has been the year that has taught us all
something, even the nothing has something to tell and teach. Mid-way through
COVID-19, I had my last day in office, something that was planned much before we
heard COVID-19 murmurs. My husband has a job that required him to be in office for
long hours through this pandemic, which meant that almost the entire household’s
responsibility landed on me.
I have lived away from home since I was 18
years old, so I am familiar with what all goes into running a house. However, I
have never really had to do end to end of it with no help. Between the mopping,
cooking and cleaning, memories from childhood of my mother have been flashing
by ever so often.
My mother was a working woman all her life, she
was a lecturer who worked 6 days a week through the year. She traveled 40 kms
a day to her school changing 3 modes of transport on each side. We were a nuclear family and everything in
the house was taken care of by her. Father understood only his patriarchal
roles, earn money, and bring home the ration.
But today, when I am learning the ropes of a
domestic life, I learnt a lot more about my mother:
- When
I touched her palms and made a face for those rough dry hands, what I missed
was the hard work she had done, day in and day out. She compensated my faces
with smiles and hugs for me.
- Her
resilience to travel and work through the day and then spend her evenings with
us, checking on us and laughing with us. There is the strength and stamina that
I did not recognise.
- Understanding
that her snoozing off as soon as she was done with work, was not her love for
sleep but her tired body and mind needing that physical rest.
- Those
cuts, bruises or burns on her. Having worked in the kitchen and climbed
corners, I now know where they came from and understand her ability to take
pain and not have us see it or get affected by it.
- Understanding
why she so eagerly asked how her food tasted. The only right answer was
delicious.
This is just a faint glimpse of the strength I
have seen and the strength I wish I emulate. Now each day I talk to her, I
realise that every woman, working or just manning the house are superwomen.
Even if you have a partner who helps and assists, you cannot take away the fact
that most houses in Indian households are running largely because of that
female energy. The way a woman can multitask, have multiple checklists (all in
her brain, mind you), and even subconsciously know and take care of the
smallest item in the household, no one can.
So, here is to Maa and her tribe! Cheers!
