Sleepless nights!

There were days when i turned and saw you.
Now i am afraid to turn.

There is a pillow on the right,
There is a pillow on the left.
I have locked myself.

I dint remember dreams.
I dint need to remember dreams.

I saw only you,
Now I see apparitions.

I heard you, your music.
Now i hear silence, tearing and yelling silence.

I ran for i liked running with you.
I am immobile for i am handicapped.

I lived for I was alive.
and now i breathe, only breathe!!!