There are thoughts in my head

There are thoughts in my head,

Words stuck there; poking my brain but stuck there.

'I cannot remember why I am upset

May be because I felt useless

May be because I felt overwhelmed

May be because I felt too much love

May be because I felt an overbearing pain

I have fought and said my words

I miss you in those small fleeting moments,

Jokes we would have laughed at,

Silly banter we would cracked,

Pain we would have shared,

Nothingness we would have let pass, 

Time we would have wasted? or time we would have lived?'

I wish I had spoken sooner.

I wish I had shared more meals with you.

I wish I had hiked more trails with you.

I wish I had more conversations with you.

I wish I had shared more silences with you.

I wish I had held you little longer and snuggled with you on many more mornings.

I wish I had kissed you more passionately.

Many a times, we live in such 'moments we wish we had'. 

My promise to myself is to just live and never end up with,

'There are thoughts in my head'.

Ever so often I realize, the fleetingness that is LIFE.

So hold on, live and love: To all moments, friends, family and strangers.

P.S.: Photo is by a dear friend.